MY LAST MAIL ME TRULY

I have blood on my lips

Because I have been bitten by my shame

My demons have come to sight

And they are taking over my good name 

No matter how I try and fight 

they are bright

They cause me to go insane

So I hopelessly try and find the light

But the demons  are stronger

I am lonely and wish to be revived

But am the darkness 

because my light is dead

Am no longer what people want to see

Am not good enough 

so people try to change me

I lay flat on the floor with a wish

That the ground would suck the feelings, 

Thoughts and loneliness

Betrayed by the word love and care

Judged by my own thoughts and limitation

Everybody referring to my principles 

Those which I swore to follow and keep

But broke when I thought lightning 

From thunder in the valley

Was my light at the end of the tunnel

That I had waited all my life

How should I move on now?

When all our lives we have been told

Love last forever? 

Am still on the rooftop again

You know the place so well I know

From noon to sunset 

I have been waiting

Send me the two words I hate

OK.  

Getting no a message is also a message

It took me a while to understand that too

From the words of Vivid Vega

Find your light deep in the darkness

And fight for it with everything

But the only light that I see now

Is the reflection in the wall saying EXIT

Maybe it the truth they say

THE BEST WAY TO GET ATTENTION FROM SOMEONE

IS TO STOP GIVING THEM ATTENTION. 

 EXITING  

Yours Truly Jasper_Art