I DO BELIEVE

I do believe in the idea that
feel the littlest love for someone,
It never leaves,
think of all the terrible things they’ve done,
the annoying little things they do,
How they constantly steal your breath
you can never get a good day,
How they constantly act low,
little things they’ve said
that didn’t sit right with you.

Or you can really dig deeper,
Which takes a lot more patients
And a lot more self discipline,
to kind of dig down into those memories
…those memories
that just seem to be fictional in a way.
They have that bright glow
radiating pure happiness,
As you see yourself
this other person,
and the smiles on your faces
so extremely uncontrollable,
A smile you hide around others,
but at the moment
you couldn’t even give a fck
about your insecurties

As you are just so extremely
caught up in the beauty of that moment,
The beauty that you both create.
In deep in your thoughts
It flashes again
My 2018 resolution
It's me again it's about  

Cuddled by the comfort around you
"Cuddled by the comfort around someone"
That's if you are just my reader
I have started feeling it
The destroyer of Boy-child
A part I choose never to think about
The feeling: feeling of love

I hate hating, but I don't want love

I know it's a fact
You are in one good relationship
So you can't understand
Sweetness is in single hood
But no one wants sweet
...i know one of my single readers
More single and singled out
This is what we want
And if you don't

Resolution day is always today
Matched ahead of me__

Then don't put the blame on me. 

Held by my resolution 

Hands tired to my back

Some words cut out of my tongue 

A oat I took on my own

"In the next year
Lukuluku but don't touch"
That's what I wrote
But as we are talking now
Trying to sleep
My hands aren't giving in
I thought they were on my side
But am broken and broke
Hands and emotions oneside
January is not yet over 

But everthing is going too fast

Saw her from a distance 

Don’t think she saw me 

So I turned away 

I stared at her a second time 

She acted like she didn’t see

When our eyes met again

Magic

In her eyes how it felt

See the passion in my eyes

A passion not about lust

Of love and compassion 

Something you only see in the movies

Comes from the heart

A once known passion has formed into love

then you just can't  look

go to a place of your choice

if strong enough stick to the plan

Resolutions=plans

if you can't avoid it

then bury your head in sand

this is Kenya 

and everything is possible

She is my best friend

Mean the world to me

""I don’t want to force you to like me,
love me, care about you more than you know""

That's what I say

Am so strong

But I know that it won't take long

Spend time with me

Don’t cancel your plans

Sometimes I just want it so much: 

Spending time with you

Don’t go out of your way

I know myself

Sometimes i lie

Trying to make you feel safe

I’m not always mad

I’ll try to change my reputation

Think things before i say.

Am in a new phase of life
Am hard to understand
I make wrong choices and calls

I dont want publicity

Or that cheap popularity

So dont get shocked 

if i take a stone for an apple

maybe its the right thing

BoyO stick to my resolution

Am a big fun of TWITTER

So yesterday morning

I had a good plan in mind 

Or maybe a  more stupid on 

Thats more than this am doing right now

Letting my hands talk

The good thing about it 

I don't have to be scared

Upload the link to my status

somethings am sure of

You will just view and follow 

Then BOOOOOM_!!!!!!

Its done.

sorry for the loss

I was talking about this tweet 

It's by some JN shine 

She being a she 

Say;

If you have a crush on someone 

Then never tell them

Because once you tell them

They will act like

Appointment Asista Jesus Christ.

Meh.. That was funny

But on the other end 

A serious thought

It scared me

So to be clear at that point 

 Am not crushing anytime soon 

If so then I won't tell anyone 

I don't need and assisting Jesus  

I believe in only that most high

I do believe you also get high 

Maybe I need a doctors help

I do believe am a psycho 

Or I need s professional help

Am hanging in a emospace

System hacked by anonymous 

Reset and enscript .

If you don't understand 

Then you are so fine 

Scroll down 👇 

Say am fine in the comment box

Then see you in my next post

Best believe 

I will be fine by that time 

If it's about being single 

Then duck😂😂😂

It's a resolution like everyones

Am a psycho maybe

When some stranger i know 

Is always on my mind. 

A song goes""you are always on my mind😂😂..

where the problem begins 

Going Afro 

That's what I said 2018

After Davido blessed my FAI

A song which I gave my own understanding..

Maybe that's what Davido was tryna say

Or maybe it's me saying 

Dab, make I dab

Give me love, make I love 

Make no other one above 

 You for dey for me 

When the boy dey hunger 

I for try for you 

But you say, if you no get money, 

hide your face

(I hide my face)

Make another man pikin, 

run my race

I love you, no mean say, 

if you say make I put one hand on fire

Fire burn them

E no mean say,

 if you say make I put one leg on fire

Fire burn them

Fire burn dem ,you get me?

Hahahaaaa

Cheee !! cheee !!!

I love FIA. 

but I don't wanna burn

Hand in my pocket

Feet always in the run

Running from my emotions

J shine tweet and Fai

All revolve around one thing 

Just say I have a crush 

no time Assistant Jesus 

I love you

hands on fire

Trna hide from facts 

But one thing betrays me

My hands.. Why? 

Why can't they be on my side

Hands to myself 

I will just luku

I do believe in she

She never talks. or if. if

She does she never tell all

She knows she lies

I do believe I lie

Lies in poetry

Lies in the emotions 

Lies in my words

Lies in every end

I do believe it's a choice 

A choice that I like you

A choice that I don't want you 

A that am so bored with this 

A choice that it's good to pretend 

A choice that am running 

I do believe that am strong 

Am strong to swallow my pride 

Am. strong to defend my resolution
AM STONG TO BE A REAL MAN

I DO BELIEVE I BELIEVE 
ITS ALWAYS THE GIRL NEXT DOOR
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Cjart🕷