The Captain of Your Ship

Worlds away in thought 
when I should be somewhere else. 
So many things in question and 
I'm tying to make sense of it myself.
Bewildered at best 
and unsure of as to why.

How could one be so heartless,
and do nothing but tell a lie?
A shell filled with nothing 
other then hate and her posse. 
When did you become 
so damn hateful and bossy?
Have you lost sight of 
who it is you really are?
Your actions and hateful ways 
will not get you very far.

Being angry and bitter is draining 
to all those you surround afterall.
Play by the rules or just don't play at all. 
It's not too late to change your ways 
and start over fresh.
Sure, I know it might seem like 
you've made your life a mess.
Who hasn't though at one time or 
another!

You are only human 
just like all the others.
Who cares what they think 
they aren't walking in your shoes.
Learn from what has happened 
and change things if you think 
that is what you need to do.

Spreading lies and hate while hiding 
whose at fault or by placing blame,
will not make things better it will 
only fill you with more shame.
This storm too shall pass and 
the dark clouds will lift and clear.
Will you be ready? 
Or will Satan and his posse 
be the one you chose to steer.